I walked in through an endless door I never knew I’d know a calm climatic state of inner calamity, walking ever so slow more painful than a leisure stroll through a fire but my body so cold and feet shuffle almost like through snow. A self dramatic portrait of a moment colors could never capture my emotional movement. It never hit so hard I never heard words leave so soon did those words I even spoke? How could I? When I was too red to breathe only air I swallowed kept my voice shut as smoke does fire-emotional-exact water-falling-returned spirit-uncertain-end.
when my teacher passed away I wrote this I've been uncertain to even post this but maybe it will help me cope