Did I imagine the look in your eyes?

Did I dream this,

terrible falsehood you've projected me to see?

How can you mean all you've said,

clearly with out speaking?

There  was something in your eyes.

Something we both know you'd rather me see,

but

yet you've failed to fathom a word...

Please don't say it,

I already know what your looks mean...

she's longing  for you,

someone you need & she's important to you,

more than me...

I'm no longer important...

Please just walk out,

leave us be, my children don't need to know

or

see what I've just seen....

Keep going on out my front door,

don't hurt me with this look,

like I've done the dirt.

When you know it's been you all along...

I can even smell her on you,

Go on & start your new life,

Your eyes speak to me

where words can't express,

the magnitude of your deceit

&
I'm sicken because if it...

ashamed & a mess...


When you looked at me,

I should of known this look

  for I've seen it before.

Never did I imagine,

I'd see you look to me with such a look,

not ever again.

Stupid me;

I've forgiven you once...


I thought this was a dream,

I even pinched myself,

but

it's real, it true,
the look tells me

I am destined to walk on

as

your new life begins & the dreams

and

promises you've given  ends,

I've seen this look before and it tells me,

You're looking for more,

but not from me,


not with me...


no not from me.

I guess love isn't in the stars for me,

and

I wish you well on your journey.

Just leave me alone
&
don't look at me anymore!

My heart can't take-

what isn't being said...

Always Me Ayeshah ®
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