Apr 2019
last night I dreamt I was a child again
holding hands with my mother
last night I dreamt I was pure
that I had never been hurt
last night I dreamt I was innocent
that I knew nothing of trauma
last night I dreamt I was alive
but I am choking on the dirt you buried me with.
holding hands with my mother
last night I dreamt I was pure
that I had never been hurt
last night I dreamt I was innocent
that I knew nothing of trauma
last night I dreamt I was alive
but I am choking on the dirt you buried me with.
i suddenly started remembering repressed memories of abuse recently at therapy. I've been having to work through them as if they were fresh
