He makes me feel good, When he comes to talk to me because he likes my stories and our secret handshake. A twisted sadness lives in my belly, it ties itself tightly around my heart contracting my breathing making my face turn a rosy red No matter how much I try to make it stop I can feel it burning my cheeks. I’ve never been anyone’s first priority Never once have I sat across the table from someone and had them look at me and not my plate. I am so happy you love someone the way you do The way I’ve dreamt of forever A thoughtful tender love that puts every sunset to shame You love her the way I love you.