you spoke in mocking whispers laughed in taunting sniggers you thought i never heard your snide remarks i heard them i heard them all and i realised with thrills of horror that i who relentlessly strived to go unnoticed was the hottest topic of gossip you scrutinised me and every ****** action of mine you broke me down and crushed my spirit and trampled all over it and when you were bored my pain became your amusement you took my silence to be a mysterious ailment you made assumptions you drew conclusions based on rumours you thought you knew all about me you don't know anything about me don't you dare assume you know me or what goes on within me or why i am the way that i am.
The format was inspired by that of 'A breathless counsel' by Meena Kandasamy - http://meenakandasamy.wordpress.com/2008/06/01/a-breathless-counsel/
As two horrible years come to an end, it's time for catharsis, so here's me 'throwing up'.