the foundation was built on shaky ground that sat upon ancestral graveyards unmarked yet unable to be disregarded this house was painted with my blood which contains prostitution anguish and **** the pillage continues menstruations of my foremothers contribute to this particular shade of scarlet a hue that is beautiful from a distance even when photographed until one experiences the stench of it in person love is absent here sorrow is abundant but even trauma can give birth to splendor