When I see you online and not replying me When I knew you went somewhere without telling me When you disappear for too long after I send a text When you decided to act sulky and not talk to me When you said you are someone motivation at the gym When you said you will sleep but act differently When you don't want affection in public When you don't want to make love to me When you went out from the office secretly When you talk more to another guy instead of me When you can't fall asleep beside me When you don't trust me When you cried telling it to me When you tried to ignore me When you said you love me What the **** is wrong with me ?