you left me. you left me for good this time. you screamed at me, yelled at me. i was sitting on the floor, crying apologizing, begging you. you wanted to hit me, hurt me. i could see it in your eyes. you raised your hand to me, snarledβ you almost did, but you stopped yourself. i was scared. so i yelled back. then you cried. sat down next to me, and cried.