following directions
that lead to dead ends
listened to the people
i thought were my friends
don't know where i am
not even a clue
someone come find me
i'm just a little too confused
to find my own way back
and be okay
can't see past my issues
or deal with my pain
i just feel so lost
so broken and hurt and torn
i dont understand why
i can't feel anymore
it is all so gray
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i just started writing again
and lately i've been overwhelmed
forgot where i left off
and don't know how to continue
so i guess this is what i get
and basically this summarizes how i feel