I can feel the words aching to escape.

I trace the lines on my own skin,
I wish I could apologize for all the hate that I give.

Stuck between a rock and a hard place
and the joke is that I'm both.

It's all fun and games until I realize I'm slowly tearing myself apart
just like the wallpaper in the new house
ripping away and exposing the layers
Ugliness.

I'm raw
Bent

Plunging deeper
digging this hole that I'll soon be stuck in

Lazy ****.