I look at myself in the mirror in front of me
I can see a girl who always lies to herself
I can see her bleed until she collapsed
Yet no one was willing to help.

I didn’t want myself to suffer from so much pain
Yet it was something that kept me alive until now
This emotions that dwells inside of me
Burst like a firework waiting to be seen.

No one noticed how sad I am
How much I wanted them to notice me
That the pain inside of me was overwhelming
I just wanted to give up the act.

I couldn’t let myself to be a failure
I couldn’t cry as much as I want
I can’t breathe even though I needed it
In the end they thought I was doing fine.