I climb to feed the rat A gnawing unsatiable parasite I climb not to die But to live The knife-edge ridge beckons Could cut me to ribbons The vertical ice shines - come forth Into my womb One foot after another Endless My lungs heave My body yearns I see visions But are they real? The white citadel calls Come- and see God Like a snake In a Gadda Da Vida Come to me And die in my arms