I wish i could just call you and say: “Heyy, i know we haven’t spoken in a while. But i would love to just get in the car with you and drive away from this all. Hide in the woods, travel with only some books. Buy some groceries on the way, cook some lovely dinners and just enjoy each other’s company for a few days. To simply sit in silence together or talk every minute or two. Me not wanting anything from you and you nothing more from me, other than breathing together while exchanging our energy.”
But I won’t, I stopped running away with people I should run from