You left me in the desert
It was dry
I felt dead
You were the water that had vanished
that I had longed for
I needed you
And you left me behind

So how can I go back to that desert?
Knowing how much it traumatized me
Remembering the pain I went through
Feeling my organs shut down
Drinking my own tears
So that I could drown

What if..
What if the water disappears again?
Decides I’m too dried up for its use
What if..
What if you leave me again ?