When he gave me roses; I passed his flowers onto someone else. And when I gave him money so he could buy himself nice things; He spent it on another person. We loved each other but we weren’t “in love” Holding hands meant nothing to us. In fact, it felt like we were forced to; like younger siblings almost. At family gatherings our tight-lipped smiles and clasped hands had everyone fooled. And laying in bed together meant nothing because we slept with our backs facing each other. Our families were expecting a bundle of joy, so with tears in our eyes, we took one night to create it. A baby that was created so our families couldn't figure out our secrets.