Trying to find motivation; feels like an impossible task; and i guess you really got to ask; what is it that keeps me from reaching it; why is it out of my reach; what is there trying to teach me; why is it that one step ahead; that i can never keep in stead; forever chasing a dream; only to see it fall apart at the seams; why is motivation so hard for me to find; what does it lie behind; why can't it be easy to find; what's making it allude me; when i just want to be free; can't you see. ?