I'm so sad
I'm always mad
Mad at the world
Mad at myself
Mad at the pain
And mad at tears
Because I cry a lot
I hate it
Makes me feel weak
I don't like talking about my feelings
I never have
Chasing a picture of a life I'll never have
Chasing a a world beyond my grip
My heart needs saving
But it's out of reach
For anyone ordinary
I love someone, but can they love me back
No ever has
They can claim that they have
Maybe they believe it
But it's not true
If I can't love myself
I can't be loved by you
Always going around
And around
The faster I get
The dizzier I become
Like a high
It blurs out the world
And the darkness stays at the threshold
And I'm safe for the moment
But only for the moment
I'm never truly safe
Never