Apr 2019
I want to love you
and be yours and know what that feels like
today I got lost in the thought of kissing you
and that hasn't happened in so long...
but then the panic attacks
start in the shower
and I'm scared
and you might go away
you might
I have to trust that maybe
you won't
but it has to be okay
that you might
and be yours and know what that feels like
today I got lost in the thought of kissing you
and that hasn't happened in so long...
but then the panic attacks
start in the shower
and I'm scared
and you might go away
you might
I have to trust that maybe
you won't
but it has to be okay
that you might
risky business, this romance thing. Why does one random thing said in a hardware store, or one sideways glance, make me trip and fall so freaking easily...I hate that but I so love it too! :)
and this was wine induced so really just random thoughts, not really much more lol
and this was wine induced so really just random thoughts, not really much more lol
