I have lived without you If living is what you'd call it My anguish was found In the endless nights That I knew I'd be waking up With you not there Tears stung The cut burned My addiction was My sorrow, My sorrow A life without you Forever would be One huge misery And now With you Don't expect me to go back EVER I cannot survive For you see I've learned What happiness is I've learned what it's like To be loved And I will fight all who Dare try to take you away Because you mean everything to me And I will not dare return to darkness.