WHEN IT SEEMS LIKE ALL IS LOST AND YOU HAVE NOONE ELSE TO COUNT ON, READY TO GIVE IN ALL OF A SUDDEN, SOMEONE APPEARS AND IT CAUSES YOU TO TAKE INVENTORY OF THE CHARACTER WITHIN
FOR ALL THESE YEARS, I DREAMED OF BEING WITH A REAL PERSON SOMEONE THAT COULD REALLY ACCEPT ME FOR ME YOU WERE ONE HUNDRED PERCENT UNSELFISHLY AND LOVING I HAVE ALWAYS WISHEDTHAT YOUR LOVE COULD SET ME FREE
WHILE YOU SLEEP, SOMETIMES I GAZE INTO YOUR SOUL NOT OFTEN WILL THERE EVER BE SOMEONE WHO CAN TRULY LOVE AND BE LOVED ESPECIALLY SOMEONE AS DIFFICULT AS THE LIKES OF ME.
THE DEEPEST EMOTION BURIED FROM A PLACE I'VE NEVER KNOWN SUDDENLY, I ALL BECOMES SO VERY CLEAR I'VE BEEN RUNNING FOR SO LONG. WITHOUT AN END IN SIGHT THAT MY SELF-DECEPTION TURNS FROM COLDNESS TO ABSOLUTE FEAR.
IMAGINING MYSELF IN A TORNADO OF BLISS, SOMETHING I NEVER THOUGHT I'D FEEL FOR REAL NO MORE CONFRONTATION OF AGONY OR PAIN THIS NEW FEELING OF TRUE LOVE STAYS STRONG, FEELING SO SURREAL.
PASSING THROUGH THE TURBULENCE OF THE PAST USED TO CONFINE ME IN A STATE OF DISTRUST BUT, NOW ALL THE PUTRID PAST LIES BEHIND ME ALONG WITH TRUE PASSION WITH LOVE, CONTAINED BY HEAVENLY LUST
SO HERE ALL LIES RIGHT BEYOND THE NOW SEEKING OUT TRUTH, NO LIES, NEVER WAVERING FROM REALITY KISSES AND TOUCH, LOVE BEYOND MY BOUNDERIES KEEPS ME TRULY HAPPY AND WITH NEVERENDING ECSTACY.
I WRITE THESE WORDS TO MAKE YOU SEE I''LL BE LOYAL AND TRUE TO YOU THANKING GOD FOR EVERYTHING GOD BLESSES ME FOR I USED TO BE LOST, BUT NOW I AM ONE OF THE CHOSEN FEW.
GOODBYE, I SAY, BUT NEVER DO I LEAVE YOUR MERE PRESENCE PENETRATES MY SOUL I FIND MYSELF AGAIN, USED TO NEVER RECOGNZE FINALLY FILLING THE VOID INSIDE ME, FILLING THE IMAGINARY BLACK HOLD.
THE ONLY THING I CAN'T SEEM TO TAKE AWAY TO BRNG ME PEACE CRIPPLED BY THE PAST, CAN NO LONGER GO ON I TRDGE ON IN FAITH OLONE AND BY MSELF AND THE MEMORIES OF THE PAST FIND THEIR WAY OUT AND FOREVER GONE.