We are getting close...
Maybe too close...
I think it's just me,
I get close and then pull away,
Back to my own world

I'm sorry, in case you don't know
I dont mean to run away, but I feel
myself wanting to run, get away

I'm not sure what it is that forces me to hide,
Twists up my being and hurts me inside

We are friends but I think you have a crush
I'm weighed down, trudging through slush
My feeling are muck and I'm stuck in this rut

I dont know what to do
I cant break my own rules
Disobey my mind
To commit the worst crime

Im confused, and I dont know what to do...