I’m starting to like you so
I’ll go fulfill my self with other girls so
when I really like you I’ll convince myself not to fall for you and
that won’t work,
because it never works,

and when i fall i’ll try to grab onto something, no
i won’t.
it will not be in a place or pit.

the falling is a somewhat pleasing surprise into dreaming,
but your fragility awakens me.

Still
, I enjoyed that fearful falling.