Maybe, one day I'll take it by my own but maybe not
I'll go to a place where I'll try to free myself
Away from humanity but one with the nature
“See me nature!”, I would say
I might scream as hard as my throat and lung let me
But I might not say anything
And just stare at my irrational thoughts
As it starts to control everything of me
But I might know it and just let it be
Cause sometimes it’s so easy to let go of myself
Let something else overpower me and I knew it from the beginning
I am always going to be this weak and fragile
If you ever meet me and look me in the eyes
That wasn’t me.

Dear God
When I’ve really done it
As my soul leave my eyes
Could you please let my family and friends know?