an old friend would tell me that even on my darkest days, the look in my eyes showed that i still had even at least a small bit of fight left in me. he would always tell me that but i never believed him, for when i looked into the mirror, dark, glossy eyes looked back at me, eyes that were filled with no hope left, no fight left. until now. i see it. i see the fight he's talking about. i see it when i force myself to get up in the morning, i see it when i speak up and i see it when i write.