She is different she was chosen the first thing you noticed was her Countenance soft it exuded intangible qualities her soul touched revered space and place because she Would begin these discussions and you would be flabbergasted it would be like the day was not Anything to brag about and then her voice brought as a breeze clothed in fragrances like how Lilac used To waft across the grounds at San Antonio mission before you were in this zone and then you started to Notice the natural beauty a softness grew deeper and deeper did she evoke a dreaminess it was evident You were possessed of a rich glory that took surroundings that were burned by the Sun and all was just This lifeless stubble but in your mind and thoughts spring grasses were bountiful it worked the same With people they were in different stages of brokenness need and want did she literally carry this green Plant that possessed healing in its leaves she looked into the unseen she called demanding answers it Was as her power created instant orchids that grew not fruit in the excepted sense but this productive Stand of trees again intangibles hung in ripeness that the softest word would cause them to drop from A realm that pleasantly abides just slightly over head the needy can and has the ability to receive but Their results are unattainable because they enter lost and troubled areas and they shut down instead of Steadily seeking they give into problems making the prepared natural provision go into lock down but She was given an antidote a gifted promise that the poisoned earth almost sulfur like in taste and ability In her voice she could turn basic elements from their cursed harm riddled properties into logical forms These were found in pages of a book loosely bound not between single covers but in the multiple layers Of lives she associated with giving of herself was the key that opened in her a tender harvest they were Fed by her words this was lessons she prepared the cost walking not around but in the midst of others Pain making it her own not because she had to but because her heart spoke to her of their troubles she Modified them to be her troubles because she realized early on that she was different and by being Different she could make a difference it notes her as a poet your heart has to be broken so that you are No longer the same person you once were you look on the lives of others an intensity is engaged You see with clarity their hurts are magnified now comes the new breaking of your heart many tears are Wrenched from your heart and soul you are unable to turn away you have a secret life that hears the Dark tolling it speaks in the way there is no escape and its weight passes only when tears with many Pangs do their work this will pure your heart and only then does the free flowing wash over you with Wisdom you are able to mentally remove the inner mass that trouble brings with its very nature your Gift allows you to know the perfection that alone can neutralize the very toxins laden in these Hardships and problems you are birthed by spirit to absolve these natural difficulties this is only a small Description of what she is and the Cost it takes to face abhorrent behavior on a large scale bare its Assaults through love and the great Need to make a difference there is no better life than to look with Deep knowing and see suffering in its True proportions and how it affects those that you know and love It truly is a brotherhood not of words where youβre trying to work an advantage to use others but true Brother and sisterhood that cost you greatly your only gain is the peace that it allows others to receive And the enrichment it affords their Lives