I’m squatting alone on the step here Thinking of things oblique, The pictures flash by Like the clouds in the sky I’d rather, in truth, be asleep. The jumble of thoughts are confusing The tangle of pictures unclear, A good moody pout May just sort it all out But I fear it will end with a tear.
Bad memories are clouding my judgement Extracting the saneness away Cold tensions exude & the dark thoughts intrude And sweet harmony deserts the day. The nimbus comes rumbling inward The lightning flashes are sharp The tempest in my composure Makes me long to retreat to my heart.
Once the maelstrom’s down apon you There’s no going back for a breath, You just hang on like hell & keep ringing that bell, And you fight like a tiger to death. You must gather defences around you And muster your forces at best, For the enemy’s here, it’s intentions are clear And you’re in for a formidable test.
The scarlet slash of malice, The grinding guilt of sin. The searing green of envy.. That’s where it does begin. You bite your lip, you taste the blood, You clench your fist so tight You thrash and pound that wretched sound From whence doth come your plight. You slip aside so gracefully Your moves have guile and poise, You strike with stealth & venom Completely void of noise. Endurance is your friend this eve You’ve got the upper hand. Just keep your boot upon it’s throat And win you will.. My man!
From just beyond dark thunder mass A peep of sunshine beams, It radiates the sated land, Reflects from bubbling streams. The emerald green of grasses Refract the golden light The clouds are clearing rapidly As daylight turns to night. The sparrows in the hedge are still, Bright stars begin to shine. You blink your eyes and shake your head The water turns to wine.
Oh thought… You are a fickle thing Mercurial and lithe. You elevate preposterousness And take the devil’s side. You scale the heights and plunge the depths Without so much as pause, You hold me in your silk caress And then apply sharp claws. The surge of wild excitement When a line of verse spins in And the turgid sloth of nothingness When boredom seeps within.
Why is it so.. This up, this down… So frivolous for thee When all, in fact, you do achieve Is dark torment for me.