how sorry can you really be
not enough to satiate me
if it is all just an act
be sure to make it persuading
and make it fast
you know i hate waiting

if you really didn't mean it
why did you even do it
accepting your apology
will make me seem weak and stupid
i'm guaranteed safe keeping
if i stay secluded

you're not really worth
dying over and over again
the necessary lies evolve
into your excuses in the end
always my biggest critic
never a true friend

unsure of who i was
but now i am proud of who i am
even if it means alone
and nobody understands
at least i know i gave
every single one of you a chance