I hate this kind of feeling
Deep inside I'm screaming
But still look as if nothing's wrong
Holding back my tears for so long;
Not to look for anyone to blame
Except for myself for being so tame,
For making confusing decisions
And doing stupid actions
Showing how immature I was
Making my life look like a trash.
But hey! I still wanna do something great
Hope it's not yet too late
For me to fix up all the things I messed up
And start my journey to reach the top.