Society: "WHY don't you open up?" Because I'm afraid to tell people how I feel because it will destroy them, so I bury it deep inside myself where it can destroy me.
"DON'T worry it's just a phase." So 3 am is just a phase, I've been sad for years don't tell me it gets better. With depression, I'm being murdered by my own mind.
"WHY don't you let your feels out?" Because I hate when people have to see me cry, because I'm suppose to be that strong person but at the same time I hate how nobody notices how torn apart and broken I am.
"Don't worry, you're fine." So it hurts but it's okay.. I'm used to it? The only thing more exhausting than being depressed is pretending that you're not, but WHY can you not understand the hell inside my head?
"Why didn't you tell anyone?" I could say no one asked, but even if you did, did you really?