I know it's been awhile since you looked into my eyes.......in yours I can see forever clear blue skies I long for your beautiful smile....if not forever maybe just awhile I still search for the strength to just turn and walk away......I must know if everything is ok As I sit and try to stand.......I don't want the memories to turn to sand I realize that I am just not strong enough to just to give up just yet.....it's because my heart still burns for your love .....to hold you in my arms again then my goals would be set For months I have been trying to follow the right path........I am terrified of the devils wrath The time will be right this time I know......to be by your side before I go To be strong enough This I try.......I wish I could be and that's no lie.