Those who wander are lost.
I lost my friends.
I lost your heart.
But, losing you was the worst part.
Of the path that
I’m taking.
Every smile I’m faking.
So, nobody sees how I’m aching.
I can’t climb much longer.
My brain has gone, leaving nothing to ponder.
My heart is shattered, rendered irreplaceable.
It is forever broken.
And in the silent night I poured all my emotions into an ear-splitting scream. It was a scream so powerful it could bring a deaf man to his knees. Following the siren-like waves was destruction. It was so powerful and painfilled it would’ve left the whole world in ruins… so it felt… and yet no one heard me… as I was so.
Addicted to my pain.
Unable to see just how much I’ve gained.
Oblivious to everything around me.
Hoping the grass will stay evergreen.
Silently walking down my path of solidity
Thinking about my one chance at tranquility.
Knowing this is my last chance.
It’s time to choose my stance.
To fight for the reprieve
Or be forever unable to retrieve
The most valuable thing in my life.
Him.