Can we go back to the times when we could escape? When we would run across the neighbor's field to the tree, OUR tree, overlooking the river. I want to smell the gritty bank mingled with your citrus scent. I want to hear your secrets again, the ones you'd slip into my mouth when we kissed. Do you remember when we held hands and watched the leaves speckle our skin green and gold? I want your ocean eyes to warm me more than the sun, for the grass to bend underneath our weight as skin touches skin. I want you to sneak home with me again, lock my bedroom door, and crawl under my blankets to kiss me for real. I want to run my fingers through your satiny burnt umber hair, look into those sapphire eyes as my lips mold to fit your pale pink ones, perfectly. I think I just want to love you again.