Illusion illusion
My dreams end in disillusion,
Confusion confusion
My thoughts are jumbled fusion,
Nightmares and dreams
Bust and blend at the seams,
Never do I know where they start
Where they will at any minute come apart,
This is your doing my undoing
Creeping up on me I feel the sting,
Of reality the apprehension
Can't break the icy tension,
Though you are just within reach
You're like a security field I can't breach,
But it's just I with my heart in a lie
That without you I would die,
But that is my roadblock
As the time paces I watch the clock,
Awaiting the next time I'll be with you
Just an hour; a minute; a moment long overdue...
© okpoet