where do i go/ what do I know/ tension sizzles, even in the snow/ bottom of the pit/ I express it with the synths/ or in writtens that I think/ (I'll leave when I finish my ******* drink)/ I cant talk to you so I write it down in ink/ (is this really all in sync, my perception of reality down the sink)/ some conceptions I can't link/ (out and about, my gar do carry stink)/ the music keeps playing/ In a loop where the soul seems to be decaying/ my way out is said without saying/ bathing in the what if’s I forgot to regret/ in the end, no time to sever/ all in one, an experience at my favor/ live and learn, apply my mind after the awareness lessens the subtle trouble deep within what makes my soul quaver/ my dear, all that may be clear, may appear to be something sincere/ (no fear, the impact is severe, it’s ok to be a little queer)