I know I am pathetic in everyone's eyes
I know I'm wasting space and time
taking up air
polluting my brain
I know
I know
what everyone thinks
don't forgive me
please don't look at me
don't think of me
ignore me
hate me silently
I deserve it all
I've lost it all
no one respects me
I hold no importance anymore
I'm older
no wiser
I'm older
no better
I'm older
no one cares