It will be alot easier....

To let it all go...

Let...it...all...go...

The many definitions of me...
could be felt in my throat...

The screaming never stops...

"Pull The Trigger....NOW"


For he holds a great deal of immense power, that should not be tainted by impurity!

If our son was the composer of melancholic poetry.

A caster, of heart broken spells.

The storyteller, of incomplete novels

He does not deserve that place as the artist of destruction!!

Many times where I have pointlessly...
Slid the sharpen blade of truth
To answer, to the cries of pain
In those lonely nights, confused nights, with regretful fights elevated to extreme heights!

Where all the wrong doings felt so right...
Selfishness, was indeed more than my vital adrenaline rush! I needed the pain like an addict needed a "fix" before descending into the deafening depths!

It hurts amazingly, and being able to withstand it brings that feeling of joy
flowing throughout my entire body!!

What truly understands the actual self?
Other than the sources???
Harmful or not that gives us
That repair, when we are broken??

My body alone is more than
What's perceived as a holy temple...
Every scar, mark, wound,  fresh or old
Has a story behind it!

For I am proudly left
with nothing to conceal!
All my time spent
in the dark to become the light,
all must be revealed!!

Until we arrive to this very
day where we face the death
Of our former selves to be born again!

Never thought it would arrive
To this point where the tables turned
In this I realize, that my power is
drained and even in the heat of rage


The bright flames that danced in the night.

Filled the ambitious eyes
of that man we both once knew....

For everytime, I do look back at trail of memories.

Following the trail of blood...

Wondering where all the time left us!
If this, is all there is left to show...

What was invested, for the prevention of this untimely demise, to pay the price WITH A SACRIFICE..?!?!

Its still in the air...
The way your hair smells
After a shower....

I would spend some days in my hole
You had a smile that lifts up the world.

That smile gave me so much strength
This to me is what immortality felt like!

It was like you had abilities of white wizard, and I assure you, any adventure with our little hobbit is worth those infinite voyage. I would be by your side through the dark ages as your warrior! Through hell in all...

I will forever fight for you!

That reassurring voice that restores hope..
In the lost dark hours, of the burning night. Powerful enough, to silence the monsters inside!

Pain. Problems. Worries. It matters not when you wield the most valuable weapon of all....

The embrace from you....replayed itself in my mind. Where... I melted and reformed again in your arms. I felt the fire, and ice acting as one in unison...yet conflicting inside of me!!

This is only a dream isn't it?? In such a way, I've never felt, my strongest emotions at their fullest peak!!

Loving arms that pull me inside and we both release our tension as we collide!

Even in winter nights it wasn't by miracle. You kept me warm often. Strong when I was fragile.

Mended me when I was broken. 
Staring into the twilight sky
The stars light up, like the day for me...
When we first met!! Like the day you fought for life...


To be brought into this world!!
If only I had fought harder!!!
I could have been a better FATHER!!

Staring back at the trail of blood
This is where the time has gone....
The hourglass of life...
with my name on it
Is shattered.....

Now I understand

That the stars were your eyes....