I took a deep breath and I started falling
Down down down
These white walls reflect the loneliness in my heart
But the wind and flowers and grass and water and freedom fill my soul
The lack of friendship burns like a red hot coal placed on my tongue
The absence of laughter kills the light inside of me
I try to refill
I try to slurp slurp slurp
Up the fulfillment of working out
But my reflection is never something I desire
I try to keep going
I try to keep calm
I try to enjoy living
I try to embrace my opportunities
I try to bask in the glory of my presence
But the inevitable emptiness always remains