Forgive me, but i dont love you
the way you wish
the fear of breaking your heart
is far to strong to
make it more than a secret
my heart is still weak from my last
...and bringing up love causes me to shy away
Believe me you are kind
but i cant satisfy what your  asking of me.
i can not make my heart feel something it wont
even though i wish i could...
if only i could forget my feelings
as easy as forgetting other things
i wish my feelings for him would just fade
like a bruise..
i'm driving myself insane trying to convince
myself that he is easy to get over,
if only it could be as easy as they tell it in the books i read..
please don't run away..
forgive me