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Feb 2019
If this isn't my life
I hope I find it another time

If I don't find the place
the perfect minute
I'll live

Who stops me
from destroying myself?

Take off my head
Take my breath
Spill the toxic chemicals that **** my brain
the demons in my body
have no home

Hair of stars
They're falling out
Looking for younger life

I'm dying out
all the light
I once illuminated
****** into my own black hole

I'm stuck inside today
so I don't try tomorrow
so I don't love myself
so I keep giving up

Who keeps me awake

What keeps me from living the life
I wanted

I hope
I don't

The broken mirror
I went inside
Stuck inside today
I can't reach tomorrow

Vacant
Faith
eileen
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eileen
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