Thought I could find
What all those preachers talked about
Within your smile, laugh, and heart
Yet I found pain
I found a even more damaged heart
That now resides within me

How did my search for love
Turn into the discovery of more pain
Did I not love you enough
Too little
Why did I even begin this journey
When I am dying every step

No heaven in this hell
When heaven and hell
Are of one mind and body
You
And I fell for your tricks
Like a ******* I am

No heaven for weak men
No heaven for damaged men
No heaven for me
Just a lonely hell
Where the devil himself
Never travels