I weighed it. Took measure, found the fears
separate, but equally crushing.
This is my fault.
This is the only love
I'm worthy of
My vacancy
would destroy him
This is all
my fault
Bitterness
already stains us all
And my inaction
paralyzes any hope of redemption
My child will learn
lies.
Instead of love.
Her hatred of me
will grow.
And it will all
be my fault.