they ask me
Choose a way
This or that

Find yourself
live and become
Someone

They don't see
My reality
Is dead

It's not a cry out
It's not a pout
Im gone

I can barely write
Words aren't flowing
My canvas is empty

I'm walking
Only because a leash
Is pulling me forward

No goal
No care
I'm no longer there

Empty inside
I may still cry
Left over pieces

They see emotion
They see sad
Then they get mad

Try harder
Stop whining
Start shining

They don't know
I already made a choice
I decided to die

And it's already in progress