All in or nothing Not one to half *** it Come real or don't bother Time conflicts inconsistent schedule Trying to be whole Walking around incomplete Commitment to ones self is difficult Being pulled in multiple directions Ignored by family use to tough love Once a favor is more than a memory Work schedule is always last minute Day or night searching for energy False promises not surprised Another powerless lead with talks of authority All talk full of bull not pull with the work title Tired of listening just trying to get this done