How can I say I love you?
Do you understand?
Can you feel what I feel?
How can I feel your love?
Do you know what's real?
There's a spectrum and sliding doors and too many turning tables.
I talk to you the best I can,
I talk to you when I'm able,
Many a day my spirits were broke,
My heart was hurt,
Body crumpled and beaten and left in the dirt,
Still I love you even though I know your a selfish little brat,
I love harder and I love wiser now,
I have you to thank for that.
As simple as this is but as complex as it gets,
Parenting is a lot more intense when  you throw autism in the mix.