we couldn’t stay that way forever it’s what I wanted more than anything but it would be asking you and me to remain the same and who could promise that? we can’t get it back too many things have happened but we can go forth together can’t we? can we learn to love that way? all these years so close and yet i still feel the may air i feel it more than the june air or the october air or january i know we are infinite the way i know your hands and your face and voice in you i see me in your eyes i see my future in your whispers i hear my past and in my heart i feel my present pumping away