I have a lot to say. To you...
by TitaniumInks
I have a lot to say
To you
A bedlam of words unspoken
And the ocean of my anguish and plight
Mattresses of panics and fears
That don’t let me sleep at night
Ghosts of bloodthirsty demons
That make me shiver with terrors and fright
A garden of anxieties and clouds of fog
That blinds me, to sunshine going out of my sight
The grip of your poisonous words
Is still choking my throat
I am burning from head to toe
My silence is coughing with the poison’s bloat
Like a frozen winter evening
I feel like a leaf coated in frost
My screams and echoes go unheard
The love I gave to you, now seems lost.
But don’t you worry
Don’t you ever think
That I will attack you the way you attacked me
The way you made me doubt my own eye’s blinks
Even though I have a lot to say
To you
I won’t say it to you
It was not my fault
That I loved you so deep
It was not my fault
That I touched your heart
Maybe you were so frightened to let me in
That you pushed me apart.
Even though I have a lot to say
To you
I won’t say it to you
‘Cause some words are better left unspoken
When all you receive is scars and pain
What’s the use of sharing your tears with someone
Who is terribly afraid to dance with you in the rain