Dear God,
I don't want a zillion cars
I don't even want cafés and bars
All I want is a cosy tight hug from you
All I want from you is
Just turn me into one of these zillion bright stars...
Jul 1, 2019
Jul 1, 2019 at 1:21 AM UTC
Life is made of mud
Silence is the pottery
Everyone is crying a little inside
Freedom is in chains, no one’s free.
Jun 27, 2019
Jun 27, 2019 at 7:14 AM UTC
The gloomy gloomy days
Become bloomy bloomy days
When I adjust my eye shades.
Jun 23, 2019
Jun 23, 2019 at 8:52 AM UTC
I want to drown in the
Dark ocean of death
And pull you out of it
Even though deep within
I know that the moment I take a dip
I won’t be able to find you
‘Cause then, I’ll be dead too.
Jun 18, 2019
Jun 18, 2019 at 9:15 AM UTC
Cravings of addictive trance
And pellets of diamonds
Don’t fill me
As much as a nap
between the naked petrichor soil and dancing moon do.
Jun 17, 2019
Jun 17, 2019 at 2:02 AM UTC
Why should I beg forgiveness from you?
For loving you
More than I loved myself?
For placing your heart
On a higher shelf?
Why should I beg forgiveness from you?
For exposing myself to fire
Of hurts and pains?
For returning to you
Again and again?
Why should I beg forgiveness from you?
For giving you
Just one more chance?
For getting myself ripped apart
In your aggressive lash dance?
Why should I beg forgiveness from you?
For taking your bullets
And suppressing my screams?
For putting your problems
Before my dreams?
Why should I beg forgiveness from you?
For reacting to your bullies,
Sarcasms and manipulations?
For being a listener of your buried pains
Of your past frustrations?
Why should I beg forgiveness from you?
For being vulnerable
For opening myself to you?
For accepting
The monster in you?
Why should I beg forgiveness from you?
When you are the one
Who should be begging forgiveness from me.
Mar 5, 2019
Mar 5, 2019 at 12:32 AM UTC
In moments when I am dead
When I can’t feel
Floating like a piece of paper
Into walkways and gardens
I get irritated
By people touching me
Talking to me and
Paying attention to me
How do I tell them
That I love them dearly
But I don’t have a drop of love
Left to share with them
For all those who I loved
Left me dry and cold
In these moments
I just want to dip and sleep
In the ocean of solace
And never return from there
Mar 3, 2019
Mar 3, 2019 at 12:02 PM UTC
How alone is a coin
Thrown in a vast ocean?
In a tailspin of currents and waves
The coin has been haplessly led
Trembling and spinning restlessly
The coin sinks down to the ocean bed
Paddling its boundaries
The coin screams and yells.
But no one arrives,
No effort seems to help
Sinking deep into the dark, the coin smashes its head
On the rocky ocean bed
The coin wonders, will I rust forever or will I rise
Will I live again or will I lay here forever like dead?
How alone is a coin
Thrown in a vast ocean?
I am that coin.
Alone.
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 11:29 PM UTC
I thought
There was someone
Who will be there for me
Only when I
Destroyed myself loving him
That I came to know
That no one was really
There for me
Even before him
He was an illusion
That came in my life
To let me see
That,
I am
All alone
In this world
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 11:38 AM UTC
No one is bad
It’s their wounds
That makes them so.
No one is bad
No one is.
Like romance of fire
They keep on burning
All those who love them
Taking pleasure in their wounds
Every likes to receive love
It’s their fear of vulnerability
That stops them from receiving so
Every likes to receive love
But not everyone is open to.
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 12:00 AM UTC