I could be a bad person
not for what i have done
not for what i have said
but for what i am thinking

i could be a bad person
as easy as that
i would be capable of it
thinking about manipulating people
thinking about how to gain their trust
just to use them as tools
thinking about how to make them fall for me
so heavily
thinking about how to make them think that i am a great person
thinking about how to get through their wall, sneaking in and then suffocating them without them even realising that this is me behind all of this damage

i could be a bad person in a matter of seconds
i could be a bad person if i wanted to

i feel as if my brain
is manipulating itself actually
i feel as if i am my own manipulator
trapped but in full control

i could be so much
yet
i am so happy
that i decided to be the best
i can be

i could be a bad person
but i would never