I've created the perfect picture in my head Excitement builds up knowing that I will see it in the flesh I have it all figured out. I have nothing to worry about.
Whispers of my insecurities roll up into my ear They tell all the things that I should fear My cries for help morphed into silent tears They start to talk about the mistakes I made last year
I have it all figured out. I have nothing to worry about.
My head points at all the flaws in my flawless plan They constantly tell they aren't a fan "Its not good enough." "Its not ready." Their criticism makes me feel slightly unsteady
I have it all figured out. I have nothing to worry about.
My eyes start to see all of my self-doubt I tell myself to block them out It caresses my face and wipes my tears away I've got no other option but to pray
I have it all figured out. I have nothing to worry about.
I can't find support in me but I'll still take my dreams to reality Wars of the angel and the devil continue in my mind so I tell myself I'm gonna be fine. Part of me tells me I won't The other part tells me not to listen and I don't
I have it all figured out. I have nothing to worry about.
Its hard to be a being in conflict with theirself You win and lose no matter which side you choose You are your hero and your enemy You are two in one identity