Here is a little lesson on my depression. I don't care that you think I'm pretty, skinny, or anything like that. I care that you want me alive and in your world. My happiness means nothing to me. All that matters is your happiness. Even if I don't like you, you mean more to me than I do to myself. If I say I love you I mean it and no one can change that. If you hurt me I want care and I will always blame myself. You can hurt me all you want and I wont care a bit but you hurt someone I care about I will care and I will stand up for them. I am worthless, I am nothing. I am worse than nothing, but you are always better than me. I will put myself down and no matter what you say I will not change my not change my mind about myself. I am sorry about everything. There is only one thing in this world I will never be worry about. This is my lesson to you. Take it or leave it I don't care. I will say I don't care and I will stay quite. Its not me ignoring you or not caring about you. Its me not wanting to let people in or to trust the world. I have gone numb and that's how I will stay. Learn a lesson about my depression if you care to.